You and my boyhood

So here I am lost in thoughts of you

Thinking how much you have charmed my evolution

Of how knowing you has brightened my darkness

Here I am unaware of the storm

Believing that facing it won’t be a train smash

Here I am recklessly in love

With the thoughts of an insane teenage girl kissed for the first time

Here I am wanting to shrink this space between us

Like it poisons my eyes, my breathing

My rock, split like crushed chocolate in this white fog

Holding my eyes, my boyhood

Holding my hand, taking me

Showing me this new world and letting me become

Schooling me in yours

Breaking me, listening

Healing me, kissing

Making me unaware of the distant December

Of the possibility of tears

Of returning to my dark coyness

Here I am, with your palms on my cheeks

Drowned in the ocean of your antique eyes

Like the charmed wit of dramatic crockery and aboriginal art

I love you

I have said this before

But now I have forget why I started

Because reasons never stop coming

Being with you is like a bath in warm milk

Like the rush of honey

Like the living altars of an evolving forever

It’s everything

And its hard to tell why

But its not me continuing

My heart wont stop

Its too crazy for reason

To know that I should do the right thing

But some how right is cowardly and accomplishes nothing

So here I am, recklessly in love with you

Demanding forever

In spite of where you are

Here, giving my heart a discrete fever.